Gosh, can't explain how i'm feeling by now...It's a mix of anxiety, nerves, excitement and butterflies all over my stomach. What if I say something wrong, what if I drop a plate, or some plates, or a whole pile of plate, gosh, I don't even wanna think about it TT____TT . Today completely worn me out running back and forth from the hotel, for uniform fitting; then all the way to Raffles Medical center for urine testing and injection. OMG, I was more than shocked to know my height was only 156cm, 0___0, eyes opened wide and mouth stayed stiff paralyzed. I remember last year it was 158cm something, if it didn't increase, shouldn't it decrease either =(( The ground collapse under my feet, or watever. It didn't stop there, Orchard building was the next stop where I got my X-ray test, the place where there was this extremely rude and weird old lady whose the way of asking me to take off my clothes made me feel as if she was checking if I brought along any weapon or drugs to the clinic!! Anyway, done the medical check part was somewhere around 12. I partly wanted to go back school, then AF for the enrollment of next module, partly hesitated for my roaring stomach. Eventually, my stomach won!! I dragged myself from Food Republic in Wisma to IOn Orchard. And ended up eating Takoyaki and green tea float from the Food opera of ION orchard. Becoz they looked incredibly yummy TT_____TT, and sinly!!! I indulged in every single bit before the last bite. No comment for the tea float, didn't make the grade, so don't need to mention.
Take a rest by walking along IOn, I stepped into Sephora. And got driven crazy by this BareMinerals make up kit that was exactly the same as the one I bought in Bella Pierre a couple of weeks ago. Needless to say, BP copied cat the other, and the price was the one that set the fire. BareMinerals was only 115$ to compare with 450$ of BP that cheated me by sellihng at 330$ sth and said that was a 30% discount for me, f*cking a**hole cheating byatches!!!! I felt sooo regretful and just wanted to return there and burn over their counter!!!!!! But calm down baby, things' done are done, u can't help but stand and stare. I've got so many regrets in life so far that I can't say sorry enough to myself and my purse TT____TT. Reset my mind by asking for a makeover by Bareminerals makeup kit, to see whether they're that much different. Basically the same, except for the Bareminerals added a bottle of serum to smooth your texture and a kaboki brush which was really soft and nice =) love it. Otherwise, BP offered 2 shades of blush and 3 pigments for eyes. SO I can't blame them anyway.... Haiz, one moment of hasty decision forever resentment .... Take this lesson dear, and learn to think twice before enter your PIN number!!!!
By 3.30, got an app in Tanjong Pagar Complex for work pass paper work with agent Ryan. The place was rather hidden that I took me a while to find it out. People were all over there, waiting for their work pass either renew or replace. I met Michelle and her hubby, her eyelids are abit funny but not to compare with her make up thing. Anyway, I had another photo section which ripped me mercilessly 6$, but the outcome was much more convincing than the one they did in ICA. The girl in the photo looked more like me, though my right eyelid still seemed smaller than the right side's. Thought it would take some time for the queue, yet the process was surprisingly fast, thanks to the helpful agent!!! The Vietnamese translation in the cubicle's wall was damn funny. It supposed to ask: " Ban da tung pham toi bao gio khong?" Yet I couldnt figure out the word for "tung". Actually, the sentence itself was grammatically incorrect, mind you =__= never mind, finished everything by almost 5pm, and utterly exhausted with my left arm nearly feeling of nothing but soar, feet and shoulders were both weary. But my sweet tooth didn't let me rest for one second, it quickly reminded me of Glace by Yamashita nearby, and how could I resist such a sweet temptation. Used all my last drop of energy, I found myself standing at the small store, staring wistfully at all the stocks. Why they had all variety right by today?? It's so so hard to choose, no, but definitely no more strawberry shortcake, the biggest disappointment after gave it a try few weeks ago. Well, then let's go for the RInrin tart- blueberry.
Had a hard time deciding whether I should go back to skool and inform him about today, and tell Robin that I wanna join Akido and Photography club. Half an hour later, beseated myself in the resident's corner inside my flat, c'mon, u can't just come to him no matter what happens to you, learn to take it personally, don't depend on him too much. It'd soon become irritating to him, that you make such a fuss over anything. Control my hardcore self and treat me a big bite at the mouthwatering tart. OMG, little did I know it was so so so sos delicious!!!!!! The cream and the blueberry jam and the case, everything just combined so well when it melted in your mouth and your teeth can feel the chill out of it. So sweet, so wonderful. Decided, my next favourite item from Glace, not the sweet fancy cakes watever pp crazed about, this little, simple yet beautifully elegant will be the one and only!!!!!
Will post the sequence about my shoes shopping by tmr, I'm knocked out, gotta prepare for tmr, at 8.30, cya, dear diary!!!!
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Monday, October 26, 2009
Weirdest dream ever
The dream brought me back to the high school mates, some I know and some not. No, i didnt mean we're still high skool kids, it's us at the moment, yet we had chance to see each other as a gathering.
I met her,Hoa. That might be the second time I talked to her, since the last 2 (or 3?) summer. She was pretty tall, with shoulder length short hair, a big grin and sparkling eyes, all the things exactly alike what I had imagined (well, it should be coz it was a dream T___T). I told her He would come back from Aussi, well, It seemed we'd become friends after a while talking and poking (wondering if it could happen in reality). Everybody laughed at me and thought I'm nuts, okay. Then, at almost midnight, He showed up, dressed up in a knight's outfit. Still don't get it why he must dressed up like that =__+. Then I blurted out to Hoa: "See, I told you, he would" Then she smiled: "Yeah, I see, you're made for each other =))" No nono, I have nothing left for him, our story has long gone to the history. Now we're just friends, my feeling on him is like a handshake, a hug, and that's all. Sorry...
Then the dream continued by a number of new looks I can mixmatch in my wardrobe. Ironic, why must it be during this wee hour that my creativity becomes so active and energetic, took away my dear sleeping time TT___TT. I still think of it, mind you. well, it's like I'm in KK's class, wearing my favourite khaki vest, with my dear black and grey striped skirt, and the grey knit top, cover my neck elegantly by the fray scaft. Looks not bad, huh? Especially with the champagne hue for my eyes. I managed to seduce all the guys in class, including HIm. He comes during break and talks to me, we sit and laugh. well, I was a bit different, I seemed to be more grown up, melancholy and he said I'm so different today. Well I'm glad...
Sh*t, why are my eyes open now? Don't tell me it's wake up time =(( =((, I wanna sleep more, wanna dream abit more, plzzzzzz
bTw, what do those dreams mean? Will figure out afterward, when they actually happen
I met her,Hoa. That might be the second time I talked to her, since the last 2 (or 3?) summer. She was pretty tall, with shoulder length short hair, a big grin and sparkling eyes, all the things exactly alike what I had imagined (well, it should be coz it was a dream T___T). I told her He would come back from Aussi, well, It seemed we'd become friends after a while talking and poking (wondering if it could happen in reality). Everybody laughed at me and thought I'm nuts, okay. Then, at almost midnight, He showed up, dressed up in a knight's outfit. Still don't get it why he must dressed up like that =__+. Then I blurted out to Hoa: "See, I told you, he would" Then she smiled: "Yeah, I see, you're made for each other =))" No nono, I have nothing left for him, our story has long gone to the history. Now we're just friends, my feeling on him is like a handshake, a hug, and that's all. Sorry...
Then the dream continued by a number of new looks I can mixmatch in my wardrobe. Ironic, why must it be during this wee hour that my creativity becomes so active and energetic, took away my dear sleeping time TT___TT. I still think of it, mind you. well, it's like I'm in KK's class, wearing my favourite khaki vest, with my dear black and grey striped skirt, and the grey knit top, cover my neck elegantly by the fray scaft. Looks not bad, huh? Especially with the champagne hue for my eyes. I managed to seduce all the guys in class, including HIm. He comes during break and talks to me, we sit and laugh. well, I was a bit different, I seemed to be more grown up, melancholy and he said I'm so different today. Well I'm glad...
Sh*t, why are my eyes open now? Don't tell me it's wake up time =(( =((, I wanna sleep more, wanna dream abit more, plzzzzzz
bTw, what do those dreams mean? Will figure out afterward, when they actually happen
Saturday, October 24, 2009
A crazy Sat 24-10-09
My goshhh
My schedule wasn't supposed to be fulled today, however I felt totally hangover, thanks to at least 15 sips of numerous kinds of wines. Well, it's the Wine for Asia '09 anyway ;)) So give myself a break and just so it went~~~
It's surprising that my alcohol content was that low, I couldn't manage to stand straight on the way going back home. On the train, I kept swinging back and forth, which was an obvious sign of the absence of mind!!!! I was kind of somewhere between cloud nine and the earth... I don't know how great my thankfulness to Richard, the guy who is in charge of Mixology bar in the event hall. He's such a skillful bartender that his treat, which I cant recall the exotic name, was unbelievably delicious. It's a mixture of Gin, Rose, Lime juice, bits of cucumber, a tart of passion fruit and some lemonade near the end. Oh my, I was blown to Hawaii or some far away island that I had no clue and no desire to come back to this damn hot Singapore!!!! The texture was so smooth and refreshing, it's cool, sweet but not too much. And you got to see how he did the things, like a fantastic performance, the highest level that an expert can reach in beverage serving!!!! I salute you, Richard, especially when you forgot to charge me for that awesome drinks, your treat was one of the best I've ever had, thank you ^^
Then comes another trip to RP to see how big brother is doing. Wow, pretty cool, even though he's still as petit as before =)). Everybody was rushing, and man, it's not even dinner time yet, only 5pm something, and I hardly imagine people have main course for their tea break, but watever. Encounter a birthday party in site, a whole Carousel staff walked in line, following the manager who was holding the beautifully lit choco-birth cake gentle towards the long table. And they all sang Happy Birthday (not the traditional version, think it's uniquely Carousel-made. Things were running pretty well, though it's a lot more busy than I expected, but I'm looking forward to it. Especially with a nice manager who gave me a sweet handshake before I left. Brilliant, gonna start soon, gonna know them soon, gonna be part of the team soon. Can't wait!!!!!!!!! >>>v<<<<
My schedule wasn't supposed to be fulled today, however I felt totally hangover, thanks to at least 15 sips of numerous kinds of wines. Well, it's the Wine for Asia '09 anyway ;)) So give myself a break and just so it went~~~
It's surprising that my alcohol content was that low, I couldn't manage to stand straight on the way going back home. On the train, I kept swinging back and forth, which was an obvious sign of the absence of mind!!!! I was kind of somewhere between cloud nine and the earth... I don't know how great my thankfulness to Richard, the guy who is in charge of Mixology bar in the event hall. He's such a skillful bartender that his treat, which I cant recall the exotic name, was unbelievably delicious. It's a mixture of Gin, Rose, Lime juice, bits of cucumber, a tart of passion fruit and some lemonade near the end. Oh my, I was blown to Hawaii or some far away island that I had no clue and no desire to come back to this damn hot Singapore!!!! The texture was so smooth and refreshing, it's cool, sweet but not too much. And you got to see how he did the things, like a fantastic performance, the highest level that an expert can reach in beverage serving!!!! I salute you, Richard, especially when you forgot to charge me for that awesome drinks, your treat was one of the best I've ever had, thank you ^^
Then comes another trip to RP to see how big brother is doing. Wow, pretty cool, even though he's still as petit as before =)). Everybody was rushing, and man, it's not even dinner time yet, only 5pm something, and I hardly imagine people have main course for their tea break, but watever. Encounter a birthday party in site, a whole Carousel staff walked in line, following the manager who was holding the beautifully lit choco-birth cake gentle towards the long table. And they all sang Happy Birthday (not the traditional version, think it's uniquely Carousel-made. Things were running pretty well, though it's a lot more busy than I expected, but I'm looking forward to it. Especially with a nice manager who gave me a sweet handshake before I left. Brilliant, gonna start soon, gonna know them soon, gonna be part of the team soon. Can't wait!!!!!!!!! >>>v<<<<
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