2nd letter to you

Dear Hubby,

By now, you might have been at a place on earth where I'm not, and seeing and feeling things that I cant. I wish you joy and happiness there, so that when you come back, I can see beam sparkling in your eyes, bright smile on your face, a total cheerful you far away fr that depressed guy I ever saw before under such pressure at work.


Meanwhile, things happening around me like the way life should be. Yesterday was kinda rise and fall to me, when I desperately sought support fr u, and darn it, the connection sucked. Or it meant to be, I gotta face it on my own, and overcome watever it would turn into. Frustration, exhaustion, confusion, depression~ lol, such a pot of emotion that turned me into someone I dont even know. I lost my respect on somebody, coz I dislike people who cant keep their words. I felt weight on my petite shoulders as I had to be in charged of something out of my job scope. And bitterness came to me when I realized they actually affected the most basics of what I've been trying to master. As if my effort so far altogether gone to dust, when people felt pathetic for me. My pet hates!!!!!! I jcant stand it... and I thought your voice could chill me out, yet that's only my thought....So I dealt with it by myself, like I've always been. Tough, yes, harsh, yes, so wat, put up with it anyway....


Today I heard your voice
Tomorrow, I'd see you very soon. Time was stuck or is it me who think the clock of life stopped running when you're not around. The feeling of be forgotten is frightening, indeed. ..But I'm glad we didnt.And we would never, right hubby.

One last day, then it would take 10 more days for us to see each other. Dont know whether distance really makes the heart grow fonder, just know I'm missing you now....


p.s: look alot healthier than before wit new hair ^^


From Bii with love
xxx

you make my dreams come true

What I want,YOu've got
But it might be hard to handle
Like the flame that burns the candle
The candle feeds the flame yeah yeah
What I got - full stock of thoughts and dreams that scatter
And you put them all together
And how I cant explain
Well well you
YOu make my dreams come true~

Listened to this the first time in 500 days of Summer. Kinda like the cheerful beat and lyrics that it has, but now love it for the meaning of the content, man, like the way you change my life, hubby~~~

One month long with plenty of laughs and memories. We had joy, n sadness too (when we aint together, kkk) You brought me to a new world I've never been to, turned into a new me I've never thought I could be, and made our love like a fountain of chocolate fondue that never stops melting me now and then.

Oh yeah, the way you love me ~

On a night when bad dreams become a screamer
when they're messing with a dreamer
I can laugh it in the face
Twist and shout my way out
And wrap yourself around me
....

I'm down on my daydream
All that sleepwalk should be over by now
I know
Well you hell yeah you make my dreams come true

=))



Love it when every moment I spend with you becomes extraordinary
Love it when you're always there to hear and share with my daily stuff and work
Love it when you make a wink whenever I feel stressed and tense
Love it when you stay back late after work, jus to see me, jus to comfort me and wish me a gnight
Love it when u laugh at silly things I said and did
Love it when we hang around, doing nothing but holding hands and smiling at each other
Love it when u care about my bruises, cuts and clumsiness
Love it when u stroke my hair and caress my neck
Love it when I can snuggle into your warmth and cosiness


and hug you, and kiss you and tell you over and over again....


I love you <3