Don't cry with the moon...`

The day many of us will be forced to say "goodbye"

I remember those days as a freshman, i used to play it all single with not much company, but the time I gradudated there was a solid company of 20 somthing in unison of actions and mischief. But now they were all coming to an end and thats how life is. Parting is a parcel of life and we conclude it formally through a so called "farewell party".

How could I ever say "goodbye " to those sources of momentum, inspiration and relationships I had gained there. Somebody once asked, "where is the "good" in "goodbye'?"


With vivid thougths, heavy hearts and comforting each other, I left a deep and heavy sigh, with tears rolling down my cheeks, said that toughest word "GOODBYE" - au revoir

Don't be dismayed at goodbyes. A farewell is necessary before you can meet again. and meeding again, after moments of lifetime, is certain for those who are friends.
_Richard Bach__

The old Irish form of Blessing.

May the road rise up to meet you,
May the wind be ever at your back
May the sun shine warm upon your face
and the rain fall softly on your fields
And until we meet again
May God hold you in the hollow of his hands."

Each one would be forced to walk off into distinct walks of life, knowing not what lay ahead of us, with tears watering our classrooms and playgrounds, and the dusty wind covering those teardrops... Memories that would last a life time, a fresh leaf amidst the dry and withered leaves of life.



The world is wide, we spread out in different directions;
But the world is small and round, we will surely meet again.

Farewell! God knows when we shall meet again
~william Shakespeare

SHould I celebrate myself?

What an evening to remember!!


Thought I would go home like usual, if I didn't realize that: Sh!T, my phone disappeared? Where the hell has it gone? My mind was like a chaos. Gosshhh, all the numbers and messages on it, all the photos and the most importance was: that's the number I put in my cv, wat if I got an interview and damn, I couldn't get the call???!!! I was like sitting on fire. But I couldn't express my emotion. The words KK anf Francis caved in my head deeply that I forced myself to hide them all. The fear, the nerves, DON'T PANIC!!!!! That's what I kept telling myself. It's harder than anything else, but I don't want to be seen as a kid anymore, I don't one to lose respect on myself, I want to change into a madam with dignity and pride. I've got to stay kool, even if the earth shattered under my feet, I still have to stand straight and firm!!!!! And so I didn't cry, I didn't shed a single tear, I held them in, told myself: Jus a little bit more, just a little more, wait until yOu can't stand anymore, then cry as much as you like, but Not NOW!!!!!

I managed to ask him lending me hand, I faced him with calmness, not the wimpping birdshit like last time, mourning and whining! I just walked around, tried to find it, dear cell phone, asked anyone in a mild tone, so that no one would know I was impacted that much. Eventually, I did find that naughty phone, under the keyboard in learning center, thanks to Francis. I really don't know how to show my appreciation for his helpfulness. This is the second time, and still it's him who got me out of the trouble, seems like he's my lucky saint now!!!! It would be very quite and empty on the day he leaves.... He's leaving soon....

That's another story. My story with KK just began. I was waiting outside to inform him that I found my phone back. Then being slapped by a frustration worse than watever on earth, I saw him walking away from the place I was sitting, not his usual route but the shotcut way to Balestier road. I was stunned like for minutes. then I stood up, there's no point being down by such a man. Give up, Gaby, that's the end of your story tale. I was having those gloomy idea when we bummed each other at the t-junction. Hah, let's see wat you're gonna explain!!! I just turned around and he called me. He asked to confirm that Francis had helped me finding my phone back. Yeah~ he did, so what, I was sitting there waiting for you, to see you ran away from me. YOu don't want to see my face anymore. You ignored me, enough. I see, u don't like me anymore. Yeah~~~ I just gave him a stream of all the anger, tiredness and disappointment that a girl who got dumped could blame. And listen, how pitiful this gentleman tried to explain and better the weather. Uhmmmm, dear commander, you should know that watever you did, you don't even need to defend yourself, I could never get mad at you. Becoz it's you, that reason is enough for me to forgive anythign you did.... anything, but I just try to bring my pride higher abit, to ease myself from the extreme situation I just passed =P Srry for making you my stress pillow >>>v<<<< But you did that role well, so I might give you the second try. So we both headed to Novena station. He got his dinner, I got my icecream at Udders. He surprised that I knew that home-made icecream, heheh, ther are tons of things you haven't known about me yet, commander^^ On the bus, we talked about the incident. The first thing was his compliments on how i handled the situation. yeah~ without tears, without panic!!!! It's a massive improvement, exactly quoted from him ^^ Then he wondered how I managed to do the exam well so far, with such a bad memory =___=. that's what I wonder I well, so I just simple told him I stayed up all night trying to remember the things I forgot after I have remembered them the day before!!!~ Well, and he recommended me to take a memory therapy course or something like that. But I terminated that idea since I've played several kind of brain exercises as puzzles, riddles, jigsaws, watever and everythign remains the same T__T. It's either my problem or the games jus simply don't work as they said. I told him the reason why I didn't cry was becuz of my contact lense. If I cried, my eyes would be damn painful, so I held them inside ^__^ How could I tell him that I just didn't want to lose my image in front of him~~

The next thing I asked him was about Ensemble, c'est tout! That movie I watchd together with Louise, and he taught me how to say "so touched" ^^. He even taught me more about other verbs in French, such as regard, voir, and the difference between "Listen" and "hear". Kute KK!!!! Just don't want to part with him in United Square~~~~ But we've got to go our own way... Not only the ice cream shop for me and the dinner place for him today.... But the impending future....


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HTC Graduate

So finally, 5 weeks passed so fast, we hardly realized it has gone to the end of the journey. But still we wouldn't say good-bye to Jessie and Sydney yet, since we still have another 6 months internship to go, and it promises lots of issues that I believe we will have many chances to meet them again. However, once again, let me say how much I appreciate your effort in teaching us all the knowledge and techniques required by the industry so that we won't be shocked as newbie to the competitive world out there, I lOVE YOU TWO, JESSI And SYDNEY!!!!!!!

Whenever I miss you badly, I would come back and hug you madly^^ So watch out!!!


Talk about my excitment when I was looking for KK to take photo with him. Of course, what do you think, once in a lifetime that I can get this cert with this uniform in this OTT makeup thing, must find him to show my effort. My first try was unsuccessul, since they were all busy with those students asking for exam tips, well, jus like us before =P. But my luck didn't miss me when I went up the second time, just in time b4 they were about to go out for lunch. Christ was a nice guy when he helped us taking photo. Dear KK volunteered to shake my hand, pretending he was giving me the cert, so kute!!!!!! When his hand touched mine, I swear it's totally heavenly >>>v<<<< Ahhhhh, I was so afraid I didn't dare to hold it tight, but he did, so warm so gentle, melting my heart away "3".... For seconds, I thought time would stop for us like forever XP, for me to enjoy the moment, but too bad, they need lunch. And so I left them, enjoy myself with the photo that, as usual, I looked awfully happy!!!!

I desperately wanna saw him having lunch, and lucky me, Francis was going out for lunch too,so I dragged him. We walked and talked, more of seeking where the hell the lecturers eating. Here and there, I was pretty sure that eatery the only place in town where they would be. So we headed ther, thanks to my 6th sense, we said hi to them with faking surprise. Booowww, as if we bumped to each other by chance, but the truth was with intention. I had expected that we would share the table, but Francis preferred more air, so we sat at the table near the pavement. He was right, the food was not that nice, rice was dried and the taste wasn't that fantastic. Maybe the heaven feeling of beseating beside him last time covered my eyes and tongue so that I didn't realize it =b For 1 hour, I put him aside, totally into the interesting conversation with Francis. He's a good guy, too sad he's gonna leave soon, because of the politics at school. Why is it the same everywhere? Power and politics just don't spare anyone. And many of my good friends just can't take it, including him. Thanks to him, I know that IBM stands for Internation BIG MOUTH, S11 = $... and so on. Wish people could just stay with me instead of passing by along my life like that....


Anyway, paying 5$ for taxi and be nervous for the name tag that I thought I had 4gotten at home, but it's actually inside my coat pocket, very funny T"T. Come back from lunch to know that the library was closed until 2 and my bags were all inside. Otherwise, it's a nice day T"T!!!!

we should begin as friendship, dont u think?

Today was damn special, so that even though I've got to sacrifice a bit of my precious sleeping hours, on you, I would anyway!!!!!

Yeah you, mr.J, now u know how special ur to me? And partly bcoz of my KK as well ^^. Let's kick off this series of incredible events by mentioning my habit of digging anything inside the library, from newspaper to postcards. And one day, that habit does good to me, indeed. It's the moment when I spotted my damn cute boi in Today's news. Who could have guessed I would see mr.J right there, the same smile, same eyes with gleam of aspiration, at our skool. What I did next, ran at once to the lecturer office!!! First minute, my heart was melted by this pinky shirt, my lord, my KK. Arrrrgg, u know u looked damn hot in any bright color, do u? And praising me with compliment likes: "U look very different today, Gabriel" was kind of shooting me out of earth >>>___<<< Yeah, and when i kicked back like: "How different is it?" He laughed at me, joyfully, "don't u pretend that, u know ur different today =))" Heheheh,seems like we were a family now, nothing to shy about, nothing to hide of, so that we can flatter each other with freedom, jus the way I love it!!!!

OK, back to the point, asked him where is HH, coz how significant this new to be informed to him >>>>____<<<. Aizzz, out for lunch, jus my luck. Then how about my dear KK, got lunch yet? Of course he did, coz he got class at 1pm, and looked pretty tired. It's my pleasure to cheer him up by my straw hat, hei, that's what he told me to be ^^. What a gentleman!!!

Thanks for cheering me up with your hat!!!

Yeah, don't mention that, dear. Then I thought what if I screwed up his emotion abit by the news I was holding. I came closer to his desk and asked his opinion about this guy. Then, totally irrelevant, he said the girl who was in the same photo used to be his student T____T. I mean, who the hell cares about that? I was asking him about my J~~~ Furthermore, look at his react when I told him this J was a smart, funny guy, very interesting. Lolz, why you looked so upset when ur saying "SO finally, u found a new target..." Did it sound bitter to you? Well, to me, it did. Seems like jealousy was in the air, if I was not wrong B-} Hhahaha, can't take enough of it, his smile was so sad the moment I describe to him about my J. Then you should see how it transfer from London rain to Hawaii breeze when I make a super comparison between the two. I was so cheerful and excited that I need somebody to calm me down. And well since ur more of the maturity, I was implying it can only be you, sweetheart, don't u notice?! Well, at least I saw a pleasant grin on his face. And hell ya, better let him finish all his piling up job b4 he found me damn annoying and fussy =D


by the time I just stepped out from his office, I bumped into Ms.Yang and HH, showed them the article immediately. And guess what I heard:

Ms.Yang: Hei, this guy was my student, he studies in UWIC (yeah, I know)

HH: ... [say sth which I can't recall,very sorry]....

Ms.Yang: Ur having a crush on him? [deem amazed]

Me: [nod my head madly]

Ms.Yang: Too bad, he's got a gf already, quite a long time, u know?She isn't here

Me: [frozen for 1 second] is that the girl who studies in SIM, I asked him the other day and he said they'r only cousins >>___< [hope it's true, man]

Ms.Yang: Then it's another girl, coz I saw their photo together, this guy is taken ^__^ [how could u say these words with a smile to me, ruthless madam]

Me: [Stunned, shocked, don't know how to respond but sobering] Gosh, I thought he's available to me >>>______<<<<<

Ms.Yang: u really have a crush on him? wowow, u had crush on many pp" [yeah, is it a problem to u, impolite lady?] better control yourself, girl!! ^___^ [stop laughing at me!!!]

**** End of the silly conversation******


I ran back to KK's desk, threw the paper on the floor, and mourning at him: "My chance has gone, now he's not available anymore, Bahwwwwww..." [don't know it's barking or crying]


Shame on me =___=

I still lost my mind in sending J sms about his success on the paper. Guess how he answered my sms:

12:36:27___Wat new
12:36:55___Where how come
12:44:08___Huh newspaper?
12:44:27___Or today paper?
12:44:39___Mypaper?
12:49:54___Hmm...ok it's old news or new one? Wats the edition? There is a library here
12:50:43___I'm near school
12:55:32___It's in our school library?

When I said: "Don't scream in the library when u see ur face?" I meant it's for goodness, dear =D
12:59:33___why it sux?u mean it's today's date? The pic ugly?

This is how I replied: "Totally opposite, no offence but u look really kute in the photo >___<" [such a desperate lame T^T]

13:02:02___So what type of paper?

13:34:08___Ok thanks u look like a little gal

ALrite, the last one is a bit special coz it's sent after he left, as a compliment for my total outfit, including the straw hat that he said, made me look like a fisher woman ,ARGGGGGG +""+ How dare u?? But i'm glad he did notice my accessories anyway,not many can do that, except for J and K, my crazes =P!!!

Well, let's reminiscence back wat happened when he came to skool. I was running back from the office upstair for the paper when I saw him asking Bjorn sth. Then I saw him saw me, but I pretended that I was on sth else and walked straight to the library. Mind u, my intention was to lead him to my desk ^w^. It succeeded, he walked deliberately to me, raised his hand [left hair, i'm sure] and asked. Hhahahah, still the challenging face with that fascinating smile, ur shooting me dear. U know how hard I managed to speak properly to him? So that I wouldn't shutter, mumble or do watever to make me a fool in front of him. Well I did my best,but still i was a hyper in front of him. Let me tell how it was:

Firstly, we were arguing about whether this was a new post or not. He convinced me that he took that interview months ago, and it's too old already. Hahhah, he's trying to say that I'm out of dated and that ther's nth to be excited about. Of course ther's no way I would accept that. I argued back by saying I didn't know, then sobered "DId i disappoint u? U expect sth else, right?" Oh gosh, I must be very pitiful that he began to cheer me up:" No, that's fine, I mean it's just not very new ^^" Never mind, he turned to another subject :"See, I was taken photo right here, in the library, there the bookshelf, and I was sitting right at this table" [the table I was actually sitting at]. Then I asked him if it's right he was in National service for 6 years. He fixed it and said the right duration should be 3 years, then he's supposed to find a job when he decided to join EASB [good choice!] ANd we began to tease on the other girl who took photo with him [poor that girl] He thought she's young than him when we found out she's actually 4 years older [the fact is you are exceptionally young, mr.J =____+] I had noticed from the moment I saw him that he was wearing his team shirt -Codeandroid- but wasn't able to tell him. Coz if I did, it would prove that I had done a well-search about his profile, photos and any miscellaneous things around his life, and that's not a great thing to know. ANd still we quarreled over the published time of that edition, for he said it looked so old, worn out sth. The truth is becoz I brought it around skool, telling everyone this guy is my friend (so dumb!)But I insisted to change a new one for him. So I came to the counter and asked for another paper. U should look at Jenny's face, it's like "What, don't fall over him so much lyk that?" I did notice but jus couldn't control myself from doing OTT things TT"TT. He was so shy that he kept saying: " NO need, no need, really, I disturbed u, it's not necessary =)" with a distressful smile. Such a kute guy. Then, Jenny, what did u tell him??

"U see, every word u say is very important to her"

And this is how he replied: I'm just kidding >___<

Goshhhh, at that time, I did make a fool of myself, didn't I? So embarrassing, don't know where to hide, anyone in the library must have felt very sorry for me .... Oh dear me, felt totally breathless when he took off my hat and asked why I wore it. I was so afraid, thought I would have collapsed. Tks God still managed to react:" Coz it's nice!!!". But the next thing he said did make my jaw stiffed. "But u look like a fishwoman" Huh HUH HUH???????? WTF, it's the last thing I ever expected to be commented by any-ONE >>>"<<<<< So hurtful, u know. I felt as if I couldn't hold it anymore that I jus wanted to kick his but as far as possible. SO I walked him out the door, jus the right time when Kyrene all of the sudden appeared and asked me for photo. I confirmed again with her about the hat on me, "It's nice" See, everybody said so, only u want to tease me!!!!! The last sentence from him jus sealed the deal perfectly.

'nothing, I just like to make fun of her ;))"

WHAT DOES THAT MEAN, J??????


U know it has lots of ambiguous meaning that it's kept me thinking until now >>__<<<

However, I'd love to have a friend like this guy, who kuteness can definitely kill ur sadness ^^

a question

What am I thinking?

I mean all of the sudden, he's there in my life, just a bit strong impression, and i'm obsessed with him now >>____<< what the hell is going on? I had always supposed KK the only creature of God I would think about, but Why am I disturbed by another guy, whom I found damn nice, interested, and available. I mean, I was jus about to give up after I thought he got a gf, but darn it,why did he tell me she's a cousin only? Does it have any special meaning, I don't know, but why do I hope it so??? I mean, he's kute, bright face, study well and clever. His achievements are quite a number, and somehow he impressed me with his travel record: all countries in Europe, parts of Asia and AUssie.Oh, c'mon,and now I even find myself stepping into his fb almost every 10 mins, it's too much ado about nothing. The cold just wanders around me for these few days, and it doesn't tend to leave. I'm sickening of it and of myself. Feel like I'm kinda flirtatious, I'm too easy, aint I? I can fall in with any guy? Definitely not, but why I'm having this feeling on him too. When I thought he's taken already, to be honest, my heart sunk a bit, almost breathless. Then when he revealed that it's not true, i felt relieved, lunatic? To a stranger whom I just talked to less than 1hr. And why do we have so many things in common, he stays in Balestier road, great sense of humour, bright smile, and busy. I want to stop this silly feeling, coz I'm sure it's only a crush, but why do I keep thinking about him. The more I look at his photo and his work, the more I admire this guy, such a talented person. I tend to pay special attention on whoever gain my admiration, he's no exception, dear me~~~~ And why why why, this guy make me thinking hard, can't concentrate on anything, even the exam on the way just few more days. C'mon, what should I do? I still like HIM, but this guy gets on the way, and it seems more advisable if I'm with him, not KK... But my head keeps shouting :"Betrayal, why can't u just be loyal to one and only, u should know once u commit to someone, u've got to stick with him.." I know but it's just something I can't explain. He's not really my ideal date anyway, not tall, too slim, long hair, a bit soft, but why?? Is it the way he speaks that attracts me? Is it his idea that pulls me over his table? Is it his kute smile that pushes me to this difficult situation????? someone help me dealing this stupid headache, plzzz. It's just too much for my little head, which is struggling with the fever TT"TT I want to clear up everything, but damn why it all ends up messy and dizzy like this?!!!!!!

Another walk, and here we were

Darling, I know no matter how far we are, the destiny still brings us back together~

Jus wanna tell you how tired I was today, that I almost got no time to see you in the morning, to wish you a nice day without stress and fatigue. Thought I could have finished RM by 1 or 2pm, so that I could flirt around you abit. Dear old KC jus didn't let me free for a minute, even it's not his class today, still managed to turn me dizzy +"+. I simply thought doing a favor for him couldn't be a big deal, but darn, it's indeed a super big deal!!!! Over 200 grades to check and note into his record so that later on they can be keyed into his computer!!!! Who asked you to torture yourself like that, doctor? or your dear student who volunteer becoz she didn't know it would turn out to be that hard. I strove from 1~2.30pm dying hard to finish the pile >>>____<<< HORRIBLE, swear never be so kind like that again to anyone!!!! My eyes were like, couldn't recognize black and white, all the numbers jumping around and names pumping in my head. what a nightmare!!!! Tks God, I did my best to finish it before my laptop turned off thanks to dead battery. So still be able to finish at least the report part itself. Then waiting for the battery from ss.Kelly, how troublesome ~~~~

But God know how to make up for me^^ I think he intentionally cut off the internet connection inside RM class so that I would be out and destined to see him at the opposite side, 3-10 as usual. Don't know whether he saw me, but I felt lighter a little bit. Then when we came down to Learning center, Goshh, just have seated less than 1 minute, and he followed me?! He was there, too, stood right in front of me, jus wish he was secretly gazing at me, not Debora bbb >>>3<<<<. Man, I was STUNNED, never expected that we could see each other so often in such a while like that. What a funny day!!! It definitely helped lift up my mood swing!!!! Deo was drawing funny things on the white board, I teased him by fixing those figures. And that's the beginning of an ART ATTACK later on. He began to portrait me, which was extremely humiliating and humorous!!!!How dare him, and I would never put up with such a thing. I rose back, drawing him with big nose and sharp face, but dear me, never know how to draw ugly things, totally lost over him!!!!! He dare to make a fool of me by drawing full of the board picture of an old, ugly and stupid me. OUCH!!!!!~~~ And even touched my dearie KK!!! Can't stand anymore, much take back the image of darling. So I got on, and drew such a kool KK that wooed everyone in class =)) and not too far away was me with sparkling eyes, daydreaming about my love, so adorable with an arror flying straight to him!!!!


But the game couldn't go on for long, It's time for the presentation after all. I didn't have any script and didn't feel nervous or butterfly in stomach at all, totally comfortable and fun. That's why HH commented later that it was almost GABRIEL's SHOW!!!! After the present ended, what he could remember was my performance, whilte it was supposed to be a GROUP presentation!!! I was so sorry for the other team mates, they did good job too. It's just I don't know whether bad or good luck that I turned out to be the main speaker, who analyzed all those pie charts and test results. I meant I didn't tend to become the rising star who get most of the job's fame, u know. Just hope they understand....

By the way, let's talk about HH comment. What's that?

YOur generation is supposed to be fun and exciting. Why don't u just put some animated photos or colorful touch up to make it more interesting?

Sorry, didn't I get it wrong? I thought we were supposed to make it look professional with bright background, clear font and simple format, as MY DEAR LECTURER said so? ANd it was HIM who gave me such a break for my funny running panda in HSK's ppt, wasn't it? I found myself totally confused now >>___<<. ANd that led to another reason for me to see him later, yay!!!!!

Rushing down to his office, thanks God he's still there, talking on the phone.STill look sweet and kool as always!!!! I wanted to sit inside, and so I did. But his call seemed too long, it made me waiting like forever, coudn't tolerate, so I decided to walk out, at least kept for myself a bit dignity, I was not begging for his attention, okay? ^"^ Ah hah, the old saying is always right, Leave love, love follows, there he was, stepped out from the office with his backpack on, probably thought that I gave up and went left skool without him =P!!! Never would I, honey~~~~

So finally cut off the call and turned to me ^^ I used my excuse as a perfect way to begin the conversation. And it worked damn well!!!! We went on until the gate, outside the street, then turned to the bus stop as the bus CAME!!!! And guess what, little Audrey was there too with some of her friends. AHHH, so shy was I?!! No, I even felt a bit proud, hehehe, I jsut wanna whisper to her "see, we are officially together now ^^!!!" KAKAK, but I didn't, better let him feel secured rather than stirling the public about our affair =D On the bus, our story went on as I asked him about what he would be if he wasn't a lecturer. "A policeman, I guess, when I was 4 or so"... hahah, such a kute confession. And I threw to him a funny feedback "U can't be a policeman, ur face is too funny, no criminal would be scared of u!! =))" Guess what he responded "Why not, when they see my funny face, they would laugh alot and couldn't move!!!" Hahahahha, such a guy with great sense of humour, indeed!!!! I would never think of that. My choice was always right, see? ^^ Then I told him what I was always thinking about Dunkin Donut near JB, and he agreed to (yay me!!!) He exclaimed that Dunkin has a different texture, softer, more puffer which sets it aside from other rivals such as donut factory or empire something =P awww, so drooling when he said about all of these. Then what else, yeah~ my wisdom tooth!!! He still remembered it >>_<< Ahhhh, how gentle and caring!!!! He still wondered how could I got it at 20 something, then we exchanged our experiences of how painful it was when we got the wisdom tooth picked out. Hahah, I found out that he lost his wisdom tooth too, but the dentist made it painless to him, so he felt no pain at all. Yet the next day it would be dreadfully terrible, how kute such a expression on him >>>>>v<<<<<<

Ahhhh, now it's arrived Toa Payob Central already ~~~ So sad, it's time for Au revoir =(( By the way, he wished my enjoying the char siew pau in that Tiong Bahru shop, and I did, be so grateful and delightful at the same time cos he was the one who introduced it to me the last time >>>>o<<<< ANd it's damn good. After I bought it, he even suggested me to accompany it with KOI milk tea!!!! Hahaha, same minds alike, right?!!!!!! ^v^

AWEEEEEEEEEEEEESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!


Jus now he came up to the 4rd floor and saluted me >>>________<<<< I swear I had no idea that he would have done something like that, the moment he stepped up to the stairs going up, I was a bit surprised, but when I realized he actually CAME UP to wave me and shout out: "Salut!!!" I must told myself thousand times: "Stop stop, hold it back, you cant scream and jump like mad ape in front of him, inside this suit, UNACCEPTABLE!!!!" So that I managed to stay calm and smiled back. No, in fact, at first I couldn't get what he said. And that made us to go round the floor, near the rest room, to make clear what he had shouted!!! Salut!!! Of course I did learn that before, but just didn't get it. His voice was too gentle to get anything >>>>o<<<<<< By the way, I told him the reason why I got fever the other day. FOr the sake of my wisdom tooth. Then his curiousity was just so kute when he asked me:"How can you still have wisdom tooth at 20 something?!" :) Hahhahahaha, that's wat I wonder too, monsieur =P All of the sudden, Ms.Jessie appeared, Goshhhhh!!! We all were like "Wooosh, not really in time >>"<<<" Of course she must asked us "Why you both talking outside of the man's room? ^^" Hahhaah, then let's hear his respondence: "Harassment! HAHAHHA" WHAT? how dare him? :)) Gosh, this guy is so kute, can't stop liking him really >>>>________________________<<<<<<





Like you so much, dear KK

You are so MEAN!!!!!

Because I was almost breathless by the time I saw every single word in your message:

You're very silly, please take care of yourself first before you think about others. I much prefer to see a healthy you. A demain. :)

I can't hold myself from expressing it!!! It's just too much, too sweet, too sentiment, too gentle, my commander!!!!!! I wasn't blind to choose you, loving you is kind of pleasure that I surely would never get bored with!!!! I'm so into you, your smile is more beautiful than any gift in this world, your laughter is more cheerful than any bells in this world!!!! And how could I tell you all of this without opening my mouth, dear? How could I show you how much I care, how much I think, how much I want to_____ see you, hear you, be with you!!!!! Having waited in the dark from 5pm to 7.40, be bitten by plenty of insect, including mosquito, my head was like a volcano. The damn fever couldn't keep me from doing this stupid thing. Yeah, it's silly, jus like you said. I managed to scared Mr.R accidentally, I managed to startle and amaze you by changing my look. It was a good job, I could see it in your eyes, the way you gave compliment was like no other. But I accepted it, because it was You!!! No matter what others might talk about me, I don't give it a damn as long as you don't. So what, I can't help myself. Too stuffed, overloaded, wanna scream out what I'm feeling now. Recalled back when you asked me about all of those medication, it showed you care. What's the name, hahah, I can't tell coz it's girl's things. But everything proved. You care for ME!!! And that's all I need~~~ I was joking that I could have caught H1N1 when you instantly asked me why. Yeah, and I was so enthusiastic to put the blame on the poor swimming pool nearby and the cinema, when the actual reason is because of lovesick!!!! Can't you see,you effect on me is just too much to measure!!!! Now I must admit that: I won't let it go!!!! I wouldn't care what others would say, I won't let go, never~~ Even though I will have to stay by the verge like weed, I will stick there. I don't want this moment to end, coz it's just incredibly infinite....

A demain, my commander...

I'm SO into you >>>_____________<<<<

That's is never enough for a girl who is falling in love, jus like me!!!!!

Feel like floating on Cloud Nine, the stream of emotion just keeps flowing that I can't do anything but let it blow me away with an exciting yet subtle wind called KK~~~~


It's just incredible what happened to me from 7.10 to 7.40, only 30 minutes long but I swear it was longer and greater than whatever moment I ever had before. Every second was magical, incredible that would create forever a memorable night for me. He was extremely cute with his smile and his gentle voice, mature and playful at the same time!! Oh gosh, I can't help but dying over HIM!!!!

Everything begins when I quickly moved from my usual place at the bus stop across our skool gate, and to the other side, next to the skool name sign, my secret corner. Then I didn't even expected He would be so amazed that he almost jumped up when I screamed out: "Surprise!!!!" Yayay, finally I managed to startle HIM ^w^!!!! Gabriel Great job!!!! Then we started our conversation and journey of love like that, naturally and beautifully. The evening sky wasn't jet black and the weather was jus nice for a short walk to Toa Payob central.

We talked about so many things. Oh yes, did I mention that we did meet each other somewhere near the tea break before RM class? well, actually it wasn't by chance, I intentionally stepped into the library, after I had stepped out of it just minutes before and went upstair then downstair to find him T__T I was mad, I know, but who cares? That's totally amazing, the moment he saw me, he didn't say anything. Tsk, it's usual though I felt a little bitter, then a moment later he flew me to the moon or even above that when he called me out, owww so sweet: "Gabriel, come!!!" And then we stood outside of the library, that's still considered public area, you know, that means he didn't worry people might think about us. To him, it has been normal for people to find US standing and talking together. Besides, I guess others saw my attention on him lately already, so they wouldn't mind anyway. But it's great!!! He asked me about Coco avant Chanel, he read my mail, and replied immediately!!! See, just can't wait to send back another mail to me =)) =)) How eager!!! Then when I told him i was actually studying in AF, his eyes opened wide, which was so kute : "Oh, so you are studying there already?" Oh My GOD, can't get enough of it, just wanna knock his head cuddle: " Yeah, honey~~" Well, for my sake, I was able to control myself ^o^" Next, I described to him what the class was like, about the lecturer called Benoit. And not to forget mentioned about the poster of Amelie's poster right in front of my eyes, the first thing I noticed when I got down to my seat. Hahah, then he gave out a stream of French, which I had no clue but my pride didn't let me stay blank and dumb. I quickly responsed something back that I couldn't even recall what the hell was that. But that was fantastic in the end~~~~

Back to the story of lovely couple at the evening walk. His phone kept going down, this was so ironic. That gadget has always been in it's lousy condition whenever we walked together, nearly 3 times already. But this time, I'm glad it was!!!!! Coz it brought me a one in a million chances to get him touch my phone. Who on earth could imagine he would ask to borrow my phone?!!!! He wanted to test whether it's the phone or the card that has problem~ But I was so pleased, I lent it at once, without thinking twice, can't ask for more, can I? The moment he held my phone, I could almost feel his hands touched my little shivering heart... Oh my, I must kept talking so that he wouldn't find out I was so happy, I was out of mind, insanely content with his broken phone!!!! That's why I said Sorry to him later, but he didn't know why =b Extremely blown up when he exclaimed

"Haha, luckily, your phone is Samsung so I know how to handle with it"

~Yeah, and I swear Samsung will have another loyal customer after today. I would never trade in this cell under any circumstances for its remarkable value after your touch >>>o<<

... After all, this was the furthest the fairy tale could go, wasn't it?....

But the story didn't stop there. His wife replied back to MY phone, after the msg he sent back home!!!What should I do? Run, go find HIM, quick!!!! And where the hell did my men go? He couldn't walk that fast, could he? I mean, he got long legs but how did he vanished without a trace in a blink? I ran everywhere before I decided to give up and end up in the porridge shop. "Coz according to the msg, His family already finished dinner, by the time he reaches home, he will have had to eat alone...If only we could have dinner together"... That's what occupied my mind thus I didn't really bother about my wrong serving~~~ Don't know when he got home, would his wife scour him, as the msg showed, she's not really a virtuous housewife, or i mistook it? I don't know, I just don't like the way she replied to him:

"u can open ur malaysia line n let it roan, rite?? We all having yi bday dinner now... so wat bout u"

U know, it's simply cult. To be frank, I can't feel any love in it, so I felt a bit sad to my dear... Though they were a full house, through his photos, or was I wrong? ....


I just think too much!

ANyway, totally cherished today!!! One of the best moment of the year, or even of my 19 year long life >:)!!!! The most luckiest girl on earth today!!!!




I LIKE YOU, ALOT, mY KK!!!!!

For the opening of another piece

"You can't create more wealth by dividing the existing wealth"


Can't agree more of this!!!

Milton Friedman stated that an idea of "From each according to his ability, to each according to his need"essentially makes need an asset, and ability a liability. Mostly because ability and liability sound good together

Came across this great quote while randomly surfing about anti capitalism backlash. Brilliant mind with absolutely right words!!