A night w Friends

Such a quirky group they are!!!!!

Yeah, they are Jeremy, Aprille, Brandon and I hung up together last night~~~

At first, I was kinda reluctant whether to accept their invitation, then I felt so lucky I didnt refuse it. It's one of the funniest night ever after I joined Carousel. And it brought me a total different vibe with the Taiwanese group. There was no language barrier between us, no pretentious smile with thinking twice choice of words. We had freedom of speech to voice watever we wanted, and that made me feel really comfortable as if I could tell them anything. However, the main difference is that, after today's conversation, I believe we still can let this friendship grow up as we get along damn well. They really appreciated my innovative term for haft-dead/boring people = Jelly fish, unlike the Taiwanese group, as there was an intangible wall that keeps us apart from each other. I dont know why but to the Taiwanese group, I feel as if no matter how hard I try, I jus cant adjust myself to them. Conversely, I didnt need to be someone else to be with J, Ape and Brandon. That makes me want to understand them more and more as days gone by. Unlike the other group, the acquaintance feeling annoyingly remains so that I'm tired of trying to socialize in vain w them. People's perception is hard to change, and in this case, I gotta press Ctrl+W to little Mr.Wonder~~

What Ape said about him was right, he's interesting in a right way, he's reliable and responsible for what he does. That was what attracted me, and becoz he's such a nice guy, and they have good chemical together, I feel miserable as being the third wheel and interrupt their kute-looking love story. So alright, I give up my fast-pace fantasy, 1 month is really not long enough to understand a person, let alone having a crush on him. It's just infatuation that blurred me from the start and brought me away from what I was concentrating on. Now I'm back on track and ready to go. I'm not gonna put my nose on others business anymore as they found me irritating. I dont need to told straight at the face about my silly bubble love, I know my limit and I know when to stop. Everything has its own time, I got time for you and it already passed. Now it's you who will pick up wat i had left and god bless you that You wont regret how mean you had treated my heart, W. happy ending with the one you chose...

Gone baby blue, I like J, Ape and Brandon, talking with mature people make you actually grow up and learn a lot from their experience. I'm still on learning process. It's not people's job to judge you, it's yourself to learn and behave everyday. Thx Ape, J and Brandon!! I got lots of fun in NY NY and Starbucks!!!