Dear Hubby,
By now, you might have been at a place on earth where I'm not, and seeing and feeling things that I cant. I wish you joy and happiness there, so that when you come back, I can see beam sparkling in your eyes, bright smile on your face, a total cheerful you far away fr that depressed guy I ever saw before under such pressure at work.
Meanwhile, things happening around me like the way life should be. Yesterday was kinda rise and fall to me, when I desperately sought support fr u, and darn it, the connection sucked. Or it meant to be, I gotta face it on my own, and overcome watever it would turn into. Frustration, exhaustion, confusion, depression~ lol, such a pot of emotion that turned me into someone I dont even know. I lost my respect on somebody, coz I dislike people who cant keep their words. I felt weight on my petite shoulders as I had to be in charged of something out of my job scope. And bitterness came to me when I realized they actually affected the most basics of what I've been trying to master. As if my effort so far altogether gone to dust, when people felt pathetic for me. My pet hates!!!!!! I jcant stand it... and I thought your voice could chill me out, yet that's only my thought....So I dealt with it by myself, like I've always been. Tough, yes, harsh, yes, so wat, put up with it anyway....
Today I heard your voice
Tomorrow, I'd see you very soon. Time was stuck or is it me who think the clock of life stopped running when you're not around. The feeling of be forgotten is frightening, indeed. ..But I'm glad we didnt.And we would never, right hubby.
One last day, then it would take 10 more days for us to see each other. Dont know whether distance really makes the heart grow fonder, just know I'm missing you now....
p.s: look alot healthier than before wit new hair ^^
From Bii with love
xxx
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