It happened like it was supposed to be ages ago, idk, everything around me just seemed too familiar that it made me wonder whether i was in a dream, coz it's too real to exist...
It was a concert held in RMIT, the beginning was still normal from when i prepared at home, got in, looked around and be seated. Strange things started when I turned around and saw him. He was talking with his clique, outstanding tall in white shirt, recognizable to me, coz he's not changed much, still the same Worm-kun, that smile, that look, that aura that keeps people around him.... But he didnt see me, or if he could, surely didn't recognize me at all. I just silently watched him, and smile with myself. So it has been a long time, hasnt it, my Ka?...
Loud music kicked off the show, everybody hurried up to their seats, while i stood up and found my way to the last row-standing. The reason i left my seat was rather simple, i didnt like the dummy face sat next to me, who was smelly and looked like got tons of tofu in his head. Another reason is, i tried to find him, i wanted to at least confirm something...
Looked around in the chaos of noise and sweat, I got him. Sitting at the third row, he's giggling about something, he always is, with a girl..
I found a seat nearby there, and managed to wave him after the 2nd song, hahah must see his astonished face, like, Who was that, i'm sure see her before!!! Fortunately, there are few seats behind him that empty, so He called me to change, well i just wanna stress, it's His idea. And exactly at that point, when i was holding my arms on the back of the front seat, with him turned around and looked straight at my eyes, telling me something, things were like De Javu. I saw this scene before, I know he would looked me that way with his excitement beam sparkling in his brown eyes, with those words, by a gentle voice just as before, with the show happened in front of us, the same atmosphere, the same sentiment overwhelmed me, and took my breath away. It's all about a moment like that....
The sequel things occurred fast, after quite a few performances, the coordinators began to collect votes for the contestants of the night. We needed something that can write to circle our favourite performer. The intriguing part was when he borrowed me my pen, when the vote box holder was passing him the pencil to do it. The second that our fingers touched when he was returning me the pen, there was something lingering, i couldnt tell wat was that, but it's so heart-throbbed, he didnt look at me though, so i just kept the thought to myself. Well, perhaps it's just coincidence, life is always so...
The couple sitting in front of me left, and he asked me to join him, which meant sitting next to him. Not a big deal (actually it was to me), after the heart attack a few minutes ago, i wasnt quite fully recovered, but who cares, just sit coz i wanted too, indeed, wat a floozy!!!! We talked through the rest of the night, wit the girl interfered sometimes. As he introduced, she appeared to be his "daughter" or watsoever, i dnt bother much. He's great, with the same vibe that made me fall for him. Mature, gentle and cool.... and always not for me, hahahaha... :)
The most special moment of the night was when he gazed at me from top to toe, and told me that I did change a lot, much better, but not for the height!!!!
It soon came to an end, yeah, time to say goodbye. The funny thing was i came there to support my friend but i dint really pay attention to her performance, accept my apology, dear and blame it on my distraction, him!!!!!
When he grab my arm firmly and said: Take care, my sister!, there was kinda sorta electric shock run through my vein, it's hard to believe after that many years, things were still emotional like the first time i had a crush on him, the difference is I no longer had that puppy crush, i just felt delightful for a short while and keep it like a lovely memory, that's it....
I still could get all my courage to confess to him, i Still couldnt get the chance to take photo with him, wat a coward, gaby, u've not grown up much, still the ol'shy of the shore...
And it reminds me of hubby, I didnt compare those two, I dint need to coz I know to whom my heart belongs now. Infatuation will fade, but true love stays. I dont know if this love can last as long as a fairy tale could, but I surely i'll try my best to make it as long as possible. Ka was charming in a way that my dream boy could be, but dream boys aint real, therefore they are something you only dream about. The truth is a person who cares for you and stays beside you when things turn upside down and you are left behind by a whole world. For me, that person would be you, right, hubby?...
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