You are so MEAN!!!!!

Because I was almost breathless by the time I saw every single word in your message:

You're very silly, please take care of yourself first before you think about others. I much prefer to see a healthy you. A demain. :)

I can't hold myself from expressing it!!! It's just too much, too sweet, too sentiment, too gentle, my commander!!!!!! I wasn't blind to choose you, loving you is kind of pleasure that I surely would never get bored with!!!! I'm so into you, your smile is more beautiful than any gift in this world, your laughter is more cheerful than any bells in this world!!!! And how could I tell you all of this without opening my mouth, dear? How could I show you how much I care, how much I think, how much I want to_____ see you, hear you, be with you!!!!! Having waited in the dark from 5pm to 7.40, be bitten by plenty of insect, including mosquito, my head was like a volcano. The damn fever couldn't keep me from doing this stupid thing. Yeah, it's silly, jus like you said. I managed to scared Mr.R accidentally, I managed to startle and amaze you by changing my look. It was a good job, I could see it in your eyes, the way you gave compliment was like no other. But I accepted it, because it was You!!! No matter what others might talk about me, I don't give it a damn as long as you don't. So what, I can't help myself. Too stuffed, overloaded, wanna scream out what I'm feeling now. Recalled back when you asked me about all of those medication, it showed you care. What's the name, hahah, I can't tell coz it's girl's things. But everything proved. You care for ME!!! And that's all I need~~~ I was joking that I could have caught H1N1 when you instantly asked me why. Yeah, and I was so enthusiastic to put the blame on the poor swimming pool nearby and the cinema, when the actual reason is because of lovesick!!!! Can't you see,you effect on me is just too much to measure!!!! Now I must admit that: I won't let it go!!!! I wouldn't care what others would say, I won't let go, never~~ Even though I will have to stay by the verge like weed, I will stick there. I don't want this moment to end, coz it's just incredibly infinite....

A demain, my commander...