Ainsi, his name is W, but I'd like to call him Hubbie, dont know why I just instantly had a good impression of this guy that instinctively made me wanna call him wit that nick name. He's fine, with an average height, specs- worn face, looks like a geek but apparently a previous dancing assistant in college years (woohoo I like that fact). Kool attitude toward anything, good communication skill with native American accent (one of the feature that set him out of the rest). Crazed at Resident Evil and Alicia Keys, good looking and friendly, though a bit calculative, but who's not in this competitive battle field world? So overall, He has 8.5 out of 10 in my skale =)
It seems our relationship has become further and further now as we go along day by day. The last Tuesday was quite memorable, about his behaviours that brought to mind wat Louise told me before... One of the sign which shows if one person has affection on you is when he/she frequently touch you, unintentionally or on purpose. Well, I cant tell which one, but it's true that we had quite a number of physical contact on that very special day. Let see, the first one was in the morning shift. We were nearly working in the same station: I was in Terrace, while he's in charge of SP. So it's sorta we bumping into each other very often. And there were countless times that he stood unusually close to me, like right behind me, so close that I could almost feel his breathe (did I think too far, man T___T) The previous day, Monday, when he told me about he employee detail form, it's the first time he tapped his finger on my right shoulder, and that kinda tickled me, I dont know. I'm not used to any kind of physical affiliation. Seldom do I hug, kiss or hold my parents' hands,let alone do it to stranger. Sometimes feel as if i'm kinda cold-blooded or emotionless. Therefore, it gave me a strange feeling, like an electric shock when his fingers touch me, I didnt shiver, but it made me wonder, and I hate wondering about nonsense stuff outside of the area I'm focusing on. Then on Tuesday, when he asked me about the form before he left at 6.30, once again, as his hand grasped my shoulder, right shoulder again,coz he's a left-handed, I was stunned, but I just didnt show it. I was afraid it'd be infatuation again. I've been in this kind of puppy crush before that it scares me every time dèja vu happens.
I'm afraid I'd be the one who make up everything, afraid I'd thought too much about something not that big a deal.... By protecting myself against any kind of heart broken affair, I put the label of infatuation on anything happening between us from now on. I dont want to think too much about it now. There would be a time for it, but not now, now I gotta concentrate in my future path, which he appears as one of the fellow on the track. I told myself so many times, yet I still think about the incident... and I keep wondering..... I dont know, will I lose myself over this new guy? Will what bro David said about him- a playboy- be true? Then i'd be the only one who gets hurt in his game .... could it turn out to be the fact?....
let see
But his eyes really hook me~~~
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