And it's right beside you....
Tired of being the black sheep (or the only swan among a herd of crows,i prefer positive image). Not gonna talk about the current situation and all that bullshit things happening around anymore, coz they'll never change, oh people's perception are always the same. Suddenly I had an urge to visit Him, and so I did. What would I do if I go home anyway... so many things on the checklist to do would have occupied my mind until bed time that I might not have time for myself should I'd come back. So I just gone with the flow...
And let my feet led me to his office...
In this well-lit, little room, I feel like home. THis is where I can truly be myself after all day long pretentiously acting as a pro. If I wanna laugh, tease, be silly, fuss around, cry, lay back, tilt my head, lean lazily anywhere... well, I wouldnt need to back off for a second to keep myself from doing what I want.. you know, that adult's world out there where everyone has to think of his face and everyone's interest before his own sake sickens me...
The fact that I dont have to watch my words, force myself smiling, let it off with those stupid fucking offensive behaviors at work, tolerate my sore fingers everytime I carry this and that and never have a supporting pat on my back... Here is my wonderland.. sometimes I wish I could be Peter Pan...
And practicing French with you is so much fun, while seeing how Chris correcting his students' assignment grammar and vocabulary so that they make sense is purely hilarious =)) I'm still concerning about your spine, but it lightened me up when everything seemed to be fine, or you're concealing it, I couldn't tell, but I love your smile and the way you look at me when you say petite Gabrielle. Those sweet words just take me away from the many hustle and bustle no-name troubles fell on my head mercilessly...
There was this group of students who brought some VN's traditional rice cake as a souvenir for you. Forget the watever taste and look that are irritating, I appreciate how you found me helpful as a translator =D. And that kinda reminded me of the time when I secretly put some snack on the lecturers' tables another day of mid autumn. I couldnt see how astonished you and the others were, but I could imagine how delightful you were when you knew it was me. And when I come back to see how nicely it was arranged next to your desk calendar, it made me smile....
Those little things can simply make me smile, no matter what's going on... no matter what hellish things might happen to me today or tomorrow....
How many man in the word can do that little thing as bringing a smile to the little girl by their side?.... You were the one, dear :)
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